I’m trying.
I’m trying my damned hardest to balance everything in my life: my grades in school doing 15 hours, my boyfriend, my social life, my family, getting everything together for dental school applications opening in May including studying for DAT, getting my personal statement down, and getting all these letter of recommendations, and working 20-30 hours a week.
Forgive me if I don’t have all the time in the world to be with you. I’m trying, I really am, to find time to see you to where it doesn’t hurt any of the other factors in my life. I know it’s frustrating that we can’t see each other all the time or be with each other every day. I have had other things to prioritize on, and if it weren’t for them, I’d come to see you in a heartbeat. But things can not be so easy. I have other things in my life I need to think about, I have other priorities I need to care about. I love you, I do, and I miss you, but I got to do me right now. It doesn’t mean I want to end things, it just means that - for the time being - I have other priorities ahead of you. I won’t lie, you aren’t my highest priority right now; I’m worrying about dental school, admissions, the rest of my life. But you are a big part of my life, I don’t want you to forget that. I just need you to be patient with me right now.
I love you.
